Was like this till my male best friend once offhandedly said, “Yeah man the thought of having sex with you is fucking D I S G U S T I N G.”
Then started frantically apologizing/saying I’m still pretty.
I laughed till I cried. Fuckin love that guy.
I believe that men and women can maintain friendships without someone catching feelings. HOWEVER whenever a guy asks me to hang out, even in a platonic way, I get mad uncomfortable and can’t do it, esp if it’s just 1 on 1