
Ngl I have been a stoner for close to a decade and only recently did I realize how embarrassing it is to try to say that out loud as if it was a flex or something💀I am in the process of quitting because I got to the point where I didn’t feel like taking a deep breath actually gave me a satisfactory amount of oxygen. I knew atp something had to change bc my addiction wasn’t worth it even if I did ENJOY it and didn’t care about being addicted.
I’m not saying I’ll NEVER smoke again bc I do genuinely enjoy it so much still and I’m a big social smoker, but I have to prioritize BEING ALIVE and being alive COMFORTABLY😭I quit about 2 weeks ago and by day 5 I felt like I could actually breathe and felt like I was getting oxygen from it and that’s been a super satisfying reward to yk, quitting doing something so damaging so frequently that my body couldn’t catch up or handle it anymore
Yeah recently I’ve just been having trouble w them bc after i initially tried to quit shit got weird and my tolerance went from brick wall to nonexistent so I went from chillin on 250-300 mg to like anxious on 20-30 LMAO so I’m trying to find my new normal. Plus it’s becoming a journey of not considering a substance as part of my personality💀