
sounds like an compulsive/intrusive thought. i get those too (also about secretly being a horrible person, wolf in sheep’s clothing things along those lines) turns out it CAN be a form of mild OCD. don’t freak out tho, obsessive thoughts are very normal, i’m not a psychiatrist. however if these thoughts stress you out or impede on ur day to day life it could be worth it to look into educating yourself on them, or seeking therapy. there are options, you don’t need to be anxious about that stuff🫶🏻