
i have some acquaintances that i’m happy to bump into in town, and one person i actually hang out with regularly but our relationship is honestly so shallow. my absolute best friend lives an hour away now and is insanely busy running multiple businesses, so i see her maybe once a year. it’s really hard, and really depressing. i feel like no one i spend time with actually knows me. my partner is great but he’s a man so he will honestly never be able to fill that gap. it’s so lonely