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Ive been struggling with suicidal ideation since i was legit in middle school, and i don’t think ive ever felt truly happy in life, but im great at masking it. i always thought this was normal, but when I look at other people I realize i may be depressed
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Anonymous 14h

felt bro, ive been wanting to die since i was like in elementary school 💀🙏 i thought shit was normal up till a few years ago

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Anonymous 14h

I learned that I just needed to get out of where I was. I live in the flat Midwest, so I went and saw the mountains & ocean. I think nature genuinely heals

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Anonymous 14h

Same am im almost 24 and nothing gets better👹

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Anonymous 15h

I get you

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Anonymous 15h

I wouldn’t compare yourself to others considering they might be doing the same thing you are.

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Anonymous 12h

I realized during my second month of college that I hadn't thought about killing myself in a few months and was shocked because it made me realize I don't think everyone thinks about it all the time. However, I think if u knew me in HS u would not even consider that I thought about it so often but I can tell u it was always on my mind

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Anonymous replying to -> somuchthink 14h

i agree with this 😌🙏 i genuinely think moving out of this country will heal me

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 12h

I haven't had a perfect/incredible college experience. If you haven't either ur not alone or missing out. But I'm not in the place I was 3 years ago where those ideations were on my mind often. There are resources in college and people to talk to that HELP. They truly do and I would urge you to look into them. Most schools have Health departments where a couple sessions with a therapist are free and when I've felt low l've gone to those and it's helped a lot with keeping those thoughts away

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