
I realized during my second month of college that I hadn't thought about killing myself in a few months and was shocked because it made me realize I don't think everyone thinks about it all the time. However, I think if u knew me in HS u would not even consider that I thought about it so often but I can tell u it was always on my mind
I haven't had a perfect/incredible college experience. If you haven't either ur not alone or missing out. But I'm not in the place I was 3 years ago where those ideations were on my mind often. There are resources in college and people to talk to that HELP. They truly do and I would urge you to look into them. Most schools have Health departments where a couple sessions with a therapist are free and when I've felt low l've gone to those and it's helped a lot with keeping those thoughts away