And I can’t really express my sense of loneliness to them, bc that’s rude. They have invited me out, last few weeks it’s been last minute so they weren’t just standing around at a bar bc they live together. Went I was abt to leave they already left and I live 45 away, full beat n shit. The other 2/4 are Ex coworkers. Mainly only talk abt the jobs. 1/4 is a mother and made it clear she has others parent friends that fill her time. Idk I’m very lost here

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