
Yall it’s like my PARENTS or my 1 friend. Yea he’s a man. But still, like I’m not going to sit here and fake a smile if they ask me smth. I have an “attitude” well idk I don’t see any one trying to stick around w it, I get that. But what they say doesn’t really help when they do. My parents are old, and old-school. They don’t really have much to really help thro it besides avoid me now. This friend doesn’t really get it either. Ofc he’s a man. They pick 1 thing out of the 100 things said yk…
It’s my parents and I have 1 friend who is a man, also my ex. I dead ass can’t seem to keep friend without me like constantly injecting myself into their lives. Yes yes I know so, because I did the whole “if I just stopped texting them to hang” or wtv yeaaaaaa I don’t really have like a life. And those ppl never got to see this side of me bc I make an effort to hide it bc I also realized long ago, no one fucking cares, unfortunate that I have that sort of reality. But also explicitly said to me