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Girl Talk 4w
i hate to shit on the vibes here but i need to get this out without worrying anyone who knows me. i really don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t know if i want to d!e necessarily, i just don’t want to be here. i want to wake up and im someone else.
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Anonymous 4w

i’m just tired and i don’t want to d!e because that’s selfish and i don’t want to be seen as selfish but i am so tired of being here and i don’t know if i have a lot of fight left. i’ve fought, i’ve tried, it’s not getting better.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

i don’t see a future for myself, i have no drive, i don’t have a place, i feel like an imposter in every space i exist in. i don’t belong anywhere. i just want to wake up and it’s pre covid or something.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

college starts on monday and im tired already. i don’t like it there. i can’t take a gap semester either, i can’t. i’m already behind. i don’t even think college is *it* for me but im going to graduate with a degree i don’t know if i can even succeed in.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

i don’t want to be a disappointment but i don’t know if i can do this anymore

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

I don’t know you or what you’ve been going through. All I can say is that life should never get to a point where it feels like a burden to go through each day. Whatever it is, that’s making you feel this way if it’s possible I’d say leave the situations that are making you feel like this. And just because life isn’t necessarily great now, there’s a future where you can give yourself the life you deserve

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 4w

I’d also just say i’m not gonna tell you that leaving isn’t gonna cause pain to your family but that’s also like a type of manipulation to guilt trip people so what I’m gonna say is whatever situations are making life difficult especially if college is one of them you can leave college isn’t technically a requirement there are jobs that pay decently where you don’t need a degree.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 4w

if i don’t go to college, i lose access to healthcare. it’s one of the technicalities of my insurance. it’s a stupid one. but a binding one. i don’t mean to sound difficult, i have just seemingly hit a dead end. my family aren’t that supportive in a lot of things, college is one of the very few they’re supportive in. if i don’t go, i lose their support and im not in a position where i can be cut off from them completely

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

Is there a different career or path you could take like a meat in the middle sort of way. And also, there are certain jobs that provide access to those healthcare like obviously it would be in the listings so that’s also something.

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