
It’s a horrible feeling. Especially as an ace person who was almost SA’d because someone did see me as just a kink, a sex object, because of who I am. Maybe I’m just a dog, maybe this isn’t a kink, maybe I just want to hold onto something that feels like me without people thinking it’s hot or perverse. I wish someone made clicker training or dog affirmation audio that wasn’t their secret fetish. Is that too much to ask? Some puppygirls don’t want sex, rather they just want to be happy as them.
I also wish I could be a dog in front of my friends and bark or whine when I’m near them, but I don’t want them thinking it’s weird or making them uncomfortable because people sexualized the hell out of barking, “good dog”, et cetera, and if I do bark I’ll look like some degenerate fucking perv who acts out a fetish with their friends. All I want is to just not have people see me as a fetish. It fucking disgusts me.