I feel the same way

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With their own lives I would find out so late but I don’t know how to bring it up without sounding paranoid and pathetic oh and like all of their parents know them like Girl A’s parents would call and they would be like “oh hi Girl B and C!! How are you “

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I’m always scared to show up to their dorms unannounced bc I don’t want them to be busy with homework and have to turn me away and I’m really awkward and nervous and they’re all outgoing and stuff idk I feel like I’m not really friends with them

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Oh we play this game and it’s basically “who do you think would do this” and one night we’re playing it and I only ended up getting one card and it’s fine but sometimes when they notice I’m not really playing much, they give me a very “messy” card bc they don’t know who to give it to and so I can have a turn which is nice but I don’t want pity

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please get new friends girl

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