Friends to Best Friends to Co-dependents to not talking the entire past summer, now Friends with Benefits — I just want to end it all, including myself. Seriously.
Consider: kill them. Metaphorically. Just explain that it’s bad for you and go no contact. Guarantee anyone why hears that lineage of transitions won’t judge you. Don’t kill yourself over them, they can’t win
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Anonymous6w
Like I need to kill myself.
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AnonymousOP6w
Before this kills me
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Anonymous#16w
She killed me before I could. FUCK
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AnonymousOP6w
Dawg you gotta outlive her be one of them petty bitches in the retirement home
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Anonymous#16w
Dude I’m losing sleep. Could only get 3 hours last night when I’m usually amounting to 8+. I can physically feel my appetite and me not eating for the rest of the year. Brother will I make to tomorrow let alone the retirement home
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AnonymousOP6w
She stabbed me. How the fuck do I take out that knife on my own
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AnonymousOP6w
You don’t. Idk if you can have anyone there to comfort you but if you can, find them. Distract yourself. One hour at a time. It’s not easy it’s not gonna be easy but there will be a day where you go all day without thinking about it. You just have to get there