It’s not worth it trust me I know life may be hard but it’s also short so we will be going sooner or later but when our time is written for us imagine the pain you’ll leave behind your loved ones 😢you need to have patience and faith in yourself because you matter !

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Fake happiness until you make it, GENUINELY. Go outside and try to see a positive in everything

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In all seriousness and humbleness please seek the Orthodox Church and its community. St. John of Kronstadt reflects, “Do not be despondent when the clouds of hell, one darker than the other, descend upon your soul...they are not always there and will not remain long; they are like the appearance of dark clouds...they pass over and disappear". If you give me your name or nickname I will pray for you. If not possible I will still pray for you. Talk to your family and friends.

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