Wanting to use sex to explore character relationships, but not knowing enough about accurate sex…is a universal Asexual experience. I have a fic idea where the character learns they don’t want sex itself, but a physical assurance of love. T-T
I want to get better at writing smut bc I want to explore character dynamics in ways that I can’t outside of smut but I also take so long to write smut bc I’m always researching positions and how sex actually works. This is the most asexual struggle ever