
The words came to me while driving earlier cause like do I trust that everything they do is in the best interest to keep me physically alive and do they care for me more deeply than I can probably fathom? No doubt but the way they go about it is not conducive for me wanting to at all times stay alive and there are emotional scars that have become trenches dug through little comments and actions throughout the years that can’t be cleanly healed but they were also two people trying their best