
I’m a fairly social person but my social battery runs out quick, so I can only tolerate them for so long before I get overwhelmed. My mom didn’t want to start w/out my uncle and he got in around 8:30pm so we started dinner at 9. I was already super annoyed cuz my cousins are annoying and rowdy bur I was having a good time for a little. Now I’m overstimulated: too loud, too bright, too many people; it’s driving me crazy
But it’s not even that cuz my mom’s a massage therapist, so she made this week a “christmas retreat” with welcome baskets and itineraries and spend a stupid amount of money preparing. My problem is she’s been going batshit crazy prepping for this and I can’t handle it anymore!! She’s so emotionally immature, it’s embarrassing