Ivy. I've told her several times already that I have indeed tried to commit and that her saying that is really hurtful to my existence and yet she never stops. I don't know how to escape this. I feel like my unhealthy thoughts will come back. I've been living out of pure spite to prove to my family and myself that im worth it but this is crossing the line and it's becoming my 13th reason.

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are you sure she’s your mother? i cannot imagine someone birthing someone and then telling them to kill themselves. something is seriously wrong with her, you should probably stop talking to her as difficult as that may be. she is clearly not worthy of you

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