
I don’t wanna bother making more drama tbh. These dudes always sit together in the same corner, talking about the most heterosexual topics on earth such as sports betting and car mods. They also talk shit about their sexual conquests over women and “hot or not” type shit. They’re living, breathing stereotypes of the most basic frat boys they can imagine. And despite being gay, i do get pretty jealous that most of the girls talk to them way more than to me.
I’m just not really getting along with most people here honestly. I’m also on the autism spectrum, and kinda an all-around oddball. I love Disney, but hate the fake, shallow people we can attract sometimes. Engaging with these people brings me no joy, but deep down there’s still a part of me that wants to fit in.
That’s so completely fair and I’m really sorry you’re stuck in a spot like that with them. You don’t want girl friends who don’t call them out trust me. This place isn’t easy to find people to get along with, because you’re spot on there are lots of fake and shallow people it can attract. Stick to the people you do get along with, and don’t be afraid to be an oddball no matter what others think because being authentic is so rare these days we need more of it. Karma will come for those man boys.
Thanks for your kind words. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised because these bros are basically fresh out of highschool while I’m an unc to them (24). Other than that it’s really not that bad here. I really enjoy my job and location, and I befriended 2 really cool middle aged ladies. It gets exhausting and extremely boring following the same damn script over and over just to fit in who people who DGAF about you. I mostly draw and meditate during my breaks and I’m content with that. Feel free to DM