Anonymous #1 3w

Like he and I have extensively talked about how I plan to lose weight and even talked about going to the gym together and I really liked him, now I’m just kinda sitting here wondering if trying is even worth it anymore cuz fuck, not once, not twice, not three times, not even FOUR times…5 fucking times now and I’m so tired of it it’s soul crushing

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Anonymous romanticgothy 3w

Like I’m not saying you HAVE to like bigger girls, everyone has a type but don’t fuckin let me catch feelings if the fact that I’m bigger bothers you. It’s not fair to you and it’s DEFINITELY not fair to me

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Anonymous romanticgothy 3w

So so not fair. the lack of motivation after that is so real but do it for you, do it for the distraction, do it to spend the energy you won't being in a relationship now, go to the gym and be better for you so you can look in the mirror and say yeah I did that shit not because they were worth it, but because I am.

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Anonymous #1 3w

I’m now crying for 2 reasons, 1 cuz I’m honestly so fucking hurt and 2 cuz that was genuinely inspirational and I love you for that. There’s not much that makes me feel motivated (? Idk if that’s the right word tbh but that’s what I’m going with) anymore and that honestly does help me see it differently, like I’m already trying for my own health but fuck this shit just sucks

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