
I don’t need any help but thanks for your concern. God is the only help I need. I’m sorry for you that you don’t know that. And I hope one day you repent before it’s too late. This will be my last reply because there is no worse blind than the one who does not want to see the truth.
If you wanted truth, you’d leave the cult. You’re in a bloody death cult that has you focus on some imaginary abuser and an “eternity” of servitude rather than the one life you get. You pretend to eat and drink flesh and blood. That’s awful to put someone through. You poor thing… I really hope you find healing.