
i have, she still pops up in my head weekly :/. i’ve tried to stop thing about her but eventually, whether it it be 2 weeks or 2 months, everytime i think of her i hope she’s happy and i want to know she’s happy. it’s all i want. i want more than anything for her and i to be happy together, but i can’t control that, so more than anything i want her to be happy. i think about her constantly. and our time together. and her plans for her future, and the things we planned to do. idk