
Donttttt talk like that , I did the same thing and spent the next 3 years pushing that narrative in my head instead of focusing on the now . You are not the only one , this your chance to get out there, join clubs , you party if you have the willpower, find things that interest you and explore those . The city had plenty of things you can mend into your lifestyle . You aren’t late at all you are just starting , the moment you put up a deadline you close the door on yourself .