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I wouldn’t care if my parents and siblings and friends and my grandparents and aunts and uncles felt intense shame and grief and despair if I killed myself. I realized I’m selfish anyway and I’d be that way til the bitter end.
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Anonymous 4w

I’m ngl I feel the same way too. Like why should I care? How does it benefit me to care about that and continue to be in pain?

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 4w

But when you pass away, you’re inflicting that same exact pain on to others

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 4w

That’s an sociopathic way of looking at it. It doesn’t have to benefit you; avoiding harm suffering to others should be something you are compassionate to. I admit I don’t care as much

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

You literally said I wouldn’t care so you’re sociopathic too

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

I know and I’m ashamed to admit it. They’ve been nothing but good to me.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

Why do you wanna lil yoursel

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

yea I’d be interested to know also

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

Im bipolar and it always comes back even if i do everything right to minimize blowback. Im chronically bored and angry. I don’t actually give a shit about other people so I’ll never have fulfilling relationships. Ill never have a family of my own and I can’t stand working so when all my peers do that stuff I’ll go ahead and exit but only after breaking people’s kneecaps and traveling the world and going on adventures and raping people with objects out of spite not lust.

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

Things might work out somehow and I’ll not do it but things aren’t really looking good. I mean I have advanced none in my career picking in 5 years since I graduated high school. I just cheat on all my stuff

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

What the actual fuck do you have empathy and do you even care about yourself?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

Why not drop out and do what makes you happy?

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

I have some empathy yeah. I rarely do anything harmful to others at the moment but I’m very capable and eager at times to do so

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

Were you abused ever?

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

I did drop out. All I do is watch reels all day. The other thing that makes me happy are extreme activities and extreme sports but I don’t the motivation to do anything. Maybe some of it is personal failing and laziness but my god is it hard to get out there. I’ve been depressed and mixed episodes since I was in middle school and now that’s all I know. I haven’t done shit in 10 yrs

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

I was kind of harassed by my brother but I’m not sure how much of it was real or in my head. All I know is that it made me literally get diagnosed with schizophrenia incorrectly. Well my personality features contributed as well to the misdiagnosis like hostility and anger and resentment and suspiciousness and rage. It felt like I was dying sometimes

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

You know, I honestly do the same thing every day but I’m gonna change it because it really is affecting my mental health, but I would advise you to try something. You’ve never tried before like maybe art like pottery that’s very therapeutic also maybe even try making your music, even if that’s something you would never think you would likeyou never know

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