i have been drinking everyday of the week for weeks and doing blow most nights to cope w the fact that i don’t believe i am a lovable person and the only man i’ve ever opened up to played in my face and humiliated me. i am a mean and terrible human
i don’t think i am someone deserving of love so i get drunk and fuck people i don’t care about. when they do like me i push them away. every man ive liked has treated me like they’re embarrassed to be associated with me.
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Anonymous1d
I’m sorry you’re going through all these struggles like this op. Ur not alone in ur feelings. There are other people just like you out there . I’m here if u want to vent more or want advice