Confessions on Sidechat | You ever go back to someone only to realize they didn’t see your first time together as special as you did, or they tell you their reason for leaving only to do the exact opposite, that shit hurts. but I did it to myself so I have no one to blame

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Confessions 2w

You ever go back to someone only to realize they didn’t see your first time together as special as you did, or they tell you their reason for leaving only to do the exact opposite, that shit hurts. but I did it to myself so I have no one to blame

Anonymous 2w

i fell hard for a guy (no, 30 year olds, this is not an invitation to dm me) and it took me a very long time to get over him. i’ve never caught feelings that quickly and that deeply. what really hurt is that he wasn’t putting in effort, which led to me breaking things off (and i tried to get back with him AGAIN a few months later because i missed him and my self respect was negative) i don’t know, i just want someone with his personality and looks who actually cared

Anonymous

#1 2w

being around him was akin to a drug. it destroyed me for months when i came to the realization that, even though he liked me in some ways (not sexually here), he didn’t like me enough to put in more effort than his fucking friends

Anonymous

#1 2w

for the first few weeks i was seeing him, i honestly believe it was the happiest and most euphoric i’ve been in *years*. i also have BPD, so i tend to get deeeeeeply attached. i haven’t found anyone else like him yet, and i’ve dated around but i end up cutting things off because this time, i’m the one who can’t feel anything or enough for other people. what a cycle

Anonymous

#1 2w

oh and to make matters worse, the guy i dated seems to know absolutely fucking everyone and he’s also a content creator. i’ve seen him pop up on my tiktok fyp and insta reels under one of his friend’s account, even after blocking his profiles. swear to god, the universe has a funny way of antagonizing me

Anonymous

#1 2w

my life would’ve been measurably better had i never met him, and i wish i hadn’t because of the pain i’ve experienced and felt