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might delete later but i just need to get it out somewhere my christian conservative family keeps making jokes about when I’m gonna settle down and find a boyfriend/husband and it was fine at first but now its making me more and more anxious because -
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Anonymous 12h

Because what?!?

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Anonymous 12h

i have no interest in that at the moment or maybe even ever. and i’m already confused about my sexuality and it’s not helping. i can’t tell anyone because the town is small and word gets around what if they get the wrong idea and im outed to my homophobic family. fuck there’s so many feelings that i can’t even explain to anyone

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Anonymous 10h

I just assume most people here are dudes so I became very confused when I was reading about a conservative Christian family pressuring an eventual gay relationship to flourish

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12h

Let it all out friend

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12h

i’m the youngest in the family so all the attention is on me to start having kids and settling down and it’s so much pressure. not to mention the fact that i feel guilty just for having these thoughts because i should be a faithful devoted christian wife but i feel like that isn’t me

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12h

Keep going! This is good! Feel free to dm if you want

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