
I felt that way. Forced myself to get into a relationship. Did it twice. First time I was crazy in love but it was a wildly toxic, unhinged, horrible relationship with bad consequences. Second time I was kinda forcing myself the whole time, he just flipping sucked, and it still had awful consequences. Changed me and my life for the worse. Both had net negative effects/outcomes. I'm now happy to just stay single again. Ts isn't worth it.