It sucks how I’m more financially responsible when I don’t have much money in my account, but when I do have a good amount of money in my account I get irresponsible. It’s an illness.
You’re binging and purging. Doing one makes you do the other almost like you’re over correcting. Gotta find a way to let yourself enjoy things when you don’t have a ton so you’re not going overboard when you do.