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I’m in my home town for break and I feel like I’m being tortured. was abused my whole life here and my body can’t forget. I’m so sad
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Anonymous 5w

If anyone has advice or similar experience I’ll take if

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Anonymous 5w

Is it just the location or are the ones responsible there that’s triggering

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Anonymous 5w

Is there any chance you could leave? Maybe go back to where you’re at college?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

It

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5w

Location and also people and enablers but person is not like this to me too often anymore

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

Just location like I drive around and get flashbacks of how much I was struggling with no help and no one really knew

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

Can you also see how far you’ve come, that it’s not happening anymore and you’re in control now

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5w

Yeah but it’s hard to still have my family not understand or see me and no justice. But yeah you’re right

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

And just as recently as last Christmas when I was in the midst of a battle with a long term illness my father kicked me out came to my grandparents took my car and told me no one likes me

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

Mind you I’m still in college and had a job

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

You’re not going to change them now, maybe they know or don’t it’s not going to change what happened, you’re in control of you and you won’t let it happen again

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Anonymous replying to -> mother_russia 5w

I can’t my family will hate me it’s too complicated of a situation otherwise I wouldn’t have even come back

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

That’s totally understandable, maybe try looking for places you’ve never been before? Like any new shops that have popped up or a park across town or something?

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