
OHHHH okay. Dude, fuck those people. I'm so sorry. The entire fucking nation is revved up to HATE all non-white ppl rn, it's terrifying and sickening. Racism is a huge indicator of a low IQ and underdeveloped brain, first off. Don't let gab from literal r*tarded people get to me. Racists are legit handicapped special needs individuals. You just smile and nod and check for drool that needs to be wiped off their mouths.
That being said. I'm kinda white passing so my experience is probably significantly easier to cope with than yours. And even I'm in the trenches, I honestly keep telling myself to just hunker down for now and maybe things will start improving once this biblically evil regime is gone But yeah I've been insanely depressed and s*icidal. I don't even like leaving the house for anything other than the gym and work atp. I used to be such a social butterfly with such a zest for life :(