
Over two years ago I was at that point in my life. I didn’t have the capacity to love anyone and was legitimately losing my mind. It had nothing to do with the guy. It was this endless cycle. I found out that it was easy to find men. I could pick and choose but none made me actually feel anything. It ended with me in bed for months staring at nothing and only getting up to go to the gym. It felt robotic and took a while for me to finally not feel foggy and wake up. Eventually I did