You’re not alone in feeling this way right now. I’m not sure if that helps you, but knowing I’m not alone helps me. Fuck why is this hurting so bad? Hugs.
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Anonymous1w
Im not sure if we are feeling this over the same reasoning but dear god it hurts. Your not alone, i wish i could do something to help you this feeling is just fucking awful.
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Anonymous#11w
Hugs 🫂 It hurts more because you have to silence the what ifs while also comforting the inner screams. Its like a monkey trying to escape a cage but all the monkey will do is drag you back to your starting point. So you keep balancing it all…
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AnonymousOP1w
You said it perfectly. It’s just knowing that they’re alive, somewhere rather than 6ft under. Grief itself is horrible, but I’ve experienced both and I say that this one stings a bit more.