
im too shy and anxious to talk to other people, missed every opportunity while in school to make friends, don’t know where to go to meet people my age now that i’m not in school. i dont even think the friends i DO have want to be friends with me. not to mention i still live in my home state and they’re all across the country. i just feel sad this is where im at :(
kinda been thinking like this lately too. i’m an adult so there’s really no excuse for me to not try to live my best life but ive been so mentally fucked for more than half of the past decade that i’ve been so stagnant and unsatisfied. life is strange and complex but don’t beat yourself up over it :)