
Being bisexual or gay doesn’t necessarily mean you have to date the opposite gender. There are many sexualities and preferences. This just means you’re physically attracted to women but not interested in pursuing them. I’m sorta the same way, I find women attractive and have crushes. But I can’t see myself engaging sexually with them.
That’s how I felt when I was realizing I was gay. I was like mourning my ability to have a normal life and all that and pleasing my parents. But it’s okay, there’s nothing wrong with you. There are a lot of positive aspects to it. And at least being bi, you’re not losing anything. I think the biggest thing is to just take it situation to situation. My advice would be to focus on the relationships in front of you and not get too caught up about it in your head. Cuz you can think in circles