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Confessions 12w

Craving a relationship so bad, but not the man I want to be yet, don’t want to give a girl something that’s not the best me, but also the emptiness just kills me inside, i don’t know what to don

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Anonymous 12w

You can be depressed and love and still struggle. This notion that you have to be perfect is unrealistic and it’s bullshit tbh

Anonymous 12w

I totally know what you mean dude I’ve felt like that for a decade at times

Anonymous 12w

5 years ago I was ready to be married and be a mom. Now I’m so anxious and feel like my life is so derailed that I feel like I’d make a bad mother. But I also know that part of it is having felt abandoned and neglected for so long. So we’re all broken. What’s important is that not only do you want to grow but you’re actually willing to make change. So long as your working on growth you are ok to start dating

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Anonymous 12w

I get what you mean, but it’s hard finding someone that’s in it for the long run, and well honestly, I’m scared of not being enough?

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Anonymous 12w

I understand, thank you for your detailed reply, il try, but I guess the next step is finding someone, most likely going to be the hard part?

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#2 12w

Yeah, idk if kills me up inside some nights

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qtieee 12w

Not to be perfect, just in a better position, as a soft dom, idk it’s like I wanna ensure they don’t have to worry about anything financially and giving them a decent life, idk, does that make sense?

Anonymous 12w

Yeah, that makes sense, I wouldn’t say I shut myself off but definitely don’t go out of my way to put myself out there