I realized something today. I used to genuinely enjoy giving blowjobs, but now I hate it. I hate it because my boyfriend killed the spark in our sex life so badly.
Sorry to hear OP. Trauma and bad memories build up to where the mind puts barriers because it’s trying to avoid such things repeating. It’s a survival technique but in the modern world it may not be.
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I had only enjoyed giving head to one guy and it’s because he kept it clean and shaven.