
hey i totally get you 😭💔 the thing that’s been stopping me is that i find out more and more that he genuinely is obsessed with me. like not in a bad way but in a loving way and it’s like okay im literally his special interest there’s no way he can spend any more energy on other people LMAO
and like only months into our relationship he unfollowed every single girl who made me insecure or nervous like that bc he didn’t want me to hesitate ab it but i always worried in the back of my mind he still would talk to them anyways but nah. how is a girl this lucky ? i feel terrible for doing so but if anything it tells me how much is just in my head