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I'm living a life I never planned to have. If my life went the way that it did, the plan was always to kill myself. And yet I haven't. And I don't think I'll ever work up enough courage to go through with it. So now I'm just... living because I have to.
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Anonymous 1d

me too genuinely

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Anonymous 1d

Don’t do it, live your life

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Anonymous 1d

I never thought i would live past 14-15. Im 22 and have very little plan to my life. It feels good but also sucks

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

I wish I could find some kind of way to steer my life back onto track but I literally can't. As many times as people tell me that I can "do whatever I put my mind to" it's literally just not possible.

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

It's funny because I don't wanna die, actually. Death terrifies me more than anything in the world. I want to live so bad but I can see the trajectory of my life and it's not what I wanted at all, and now I'm stuck in this weird limbo where I don't really wanna die but I don't really wanna live like this either.

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