Update
I was drunk last night when I made this post
I’m looking at the messages from my friend and idk it’s just hard to believe it’s actually true and idk how to explain why
Idk
I want him to make the first move
Idk I’m just scared for the most part
Just found out a man I had a crush on for literal YEARS has actually had one on me too
I fucking buried that crush
And now it’s back
I’m no longer embarrassed about it
I’m ecstatic
Just waiting on him to make an actual move (heard about it from a friend)