Anonymous OP 1d

Fucking hell just take the damn pawn on d6 😭😭😭😭😭

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Anonymous OP 1d

You complete dunce

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Anonymous OP 1d

That hurts honestly. I guess I’m very out of practice

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Anonymous OP 1d

There was so Mitch wrong with how I played this game the more I look dang

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Anonymous OP 1d

Much* Sigh. Gosh I’m so bored. Maybe I should read a book. I want to get high. I’m so unbearably bored. I wish I could stay high for 48 hours and didn’t have such a need and desire to sleep and rest my brain do often. Gosh this is so weird. Wth am I even doing here I wonder. Like what is useful or beneficial to me about this. What progression is even occurring. Doesn’t feel like anything sigh 😒 just seems like adversity for adversity’s sake

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Anonymous OP 1d

Maybe not a bad hair day is fine. Looks fine

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Anonymous OP 1d

Not that this isn’t interesting. It’s cool stuff it’s just… well it’s long and they actually interesting parts are few and far between and you never know when they’re going to pop up and when there are going to be boring parts that aren’t exciting that just drone on and on and you have to pay attention to the whole thing kind of so You don’t miss anything important Well sort of. You don’t have to pay attention that hard. I kind of half listen sometimes. At least it’s nowhere near as difficult

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Anonymous OP 1d

To listen to and follow along as some stuff where you have to be like fully attentive the entire time and thinking hard to follow along like certain stuff. Can’t miss a single sentence or not comprehend it or else you’re suddenly lost. Those are rough especially when you gotta keep reminding by 10 seconds or more Thank God you can do that idk what id do if some stuff were live and I couldn’t rewind at all. Gosh Idk how some people follow along without getting lost honestly. And some people

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Anonymous OP 1d

talk and think so fast Anyway I’m rambling and need to stop and just relax

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Anonymous OP 1d

I feel like yawning exactly like they do in this anime tbh

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Anonymous OP 1d

I wonder about stuff

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Anonymous OP 1d

Kind of seems like, there’s very little point to what we’re doing. I wish I could get more direct answers. Seems like the responses I do get are rarely satisfying enough. Or lead to more questions that I can’t get the answer to Or even when I do get great answers that I can feel somewhat satisfied with, it doesn’t really change much. Life is still what it is. Just a boring slog. Something to wait through and wait out. That you don’t realize how much you appreciate and how precious it is to you

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Anonymous OP 1d

Until parts of it start to slip away Sigh

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Anonymous OP 1d

It’s just so boring and disappointing tbh

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Anonymous OP 1d

I wonder what I thought it would be like

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Anonymous OP 1d

If I knew it would pretty much be like this or Not And I wonder what that means if anything if that’s how it is. Maybe I should

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Anonymous OP 1d

Burnout huh

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Anonymous OP 1d

Idk. I don’t think I agree with that necessarily

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Anonymous OP 1d

No this is something different I think. At the very least there’s part of it that is separate entirely from that

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Anonymous OP 1d

Sigh digestive system. Such a problem my whole life. Must be part of my genetics or something that it always feels like it’s having a halfway rough time quite often

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Anonymous OP 1d

Sigh why does nobody ever know what they’re talking about or know anything. It’s so sad and disappointing and idek but it just gets so Boring and disappointing and “🫤” underwhelming. That face sums up the entirety of the feeling I guess. Always the same

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Anonymous OP 1d

Hmmmmm

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Anonymous OP 1d

People have such problems forgiving themselves

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Anonymous OP 1d

Sigh

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Anonymous OP 1d

Well

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Anonymous OP 1d

Yk, 🫤 what a strange thing. Maybe I should read more about this or try to find a teacher sigh. It’s so difficult to learn certain things

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Anonymous OP 1d

Certain things are so different in that way. They’re do different from a normal skill that you think you can just practice. They’re something you have to figure out that’s just this complete mystery For some of them sigh. Some things have a complete philosophy behind them. Some have done profound truth but almost no real information or… sigh idk

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Anonymous OP 1d

Yawn. Just a bit of a bummer when it’s one of those things you can throw some time into and throw some more time into until you’ve just made no progress at all I guess that’s a signal you’re doing something way wrong and need to switch up the method here and understanding of how exactly this technique is done

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Anonymous OP 1d

Why is everything sooo odd

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Anonymous OP 1d

Idk if you can’t say it’s straightforward

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Anonymous OP 1d

But it’s odd and boring as all hell. I wonder if I suspect I probably wouldn’t feel much different if. I mean for a little while I’m sure I’d be quite interested and engaged and curious but, I imagine some of the same issues would arise. Or maybe not. Maybe since they have such a different way of communicating

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Anonymous OP 1d

And just a very different way of understanding and relating

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Anonymous OP 1d

There’s a lot to be said for that particular shift I imagine. Probably one of the advantages and great disadvantages of that sigh. It’s closer to what we naturally do huh That’s strange to think about huh. Idk if I ever considered that

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Anonymous OP 1d

Think I’m just gonna go back to sleep for a bit sigh

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Anonymous OP 1d

Just tiring

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Anonymous OP 1d

One day after another same bs sigh

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Anonymous OP 1d

Man is cold

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Anonymous OP 1d

Everybody that’s not family is kind of a giant pain in the ass huh. Kind of a bummer and disappointment and just tiring. Makes you want to see what else is out there and how they do things that is different

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Anonymous OP 1d

A waste I can see a lot of it now

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Anonymous OP 1d

Why did she say that I wonder gosh. I was so dismissive

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Anonymous OP 1d

We’ll so it goes honestly. People are just

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Anonymous OP 1d

Not available sometimes and have to deal with their own lives

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Anonymous OP 1d

I feel there’s something important

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Anonymous OP 1d

And I don’t know what to

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Anonymous OP 1d

Think or feel about it

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Anonymous OP 1d

I wonder what was going on there if anything

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Anonymous OP 1d

Man what was that. Was that my imagination

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Anonymous OP 1d

That was one of the more bizarre things I’ve experienced. How unbelievably strange

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Anonymous OP 1d

I can’t wait to find out the truth of everything

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