Anonymous beestboy 1d

Sorry I messed up my comment. Yeah it all crept up so slowly til I was at the point where I’d go and sit on park benches after work bc I didn’t want to go home knowing he’d probably start an argument with me when I got back. He even managed to make me think that I was the reason that he’d become this way until I saw how he treats the rest of his family. I would never have gotten with someone like him. I feel like such an idiot that he managed to manipulate me like that.

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Anonymous OP 1d

Tbh, I hear u. That is very denigrating. I can’t tell you how to feel but I think it’s worth noting that you are not an idiot for being caught up in a manipulators spell. You choosing to trust and love someone is an innocent and reasonable thing to do. That in itself is beautiful. Someone else twisting and perverting that to make it seem like you’re responsible for them being trash later on is fucked up. Don’t beat urself up over someone else’s cruelties

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Anonymous OP 1d

You’re not alone in your feelings tho ik a lot of ppl who have similar stories shit be crazy out here

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Thanks man, for now I’m just focusing on myself & going to schedule some therapy meetings after I get paid. I think it will be quite some time before I even consider letting anyone get close to me again but I’m also very much OK with that right now.

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