Look into Stoicism. Helped me with those thoughts

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i know the feeling. it’s so hard to grapple with but you need to find that meaning for yourself, and accept that so few people are remembered 100 years past their lifetime. everything is pointless, but every little action, person, thing, place, will add up to something in time, and you get to construct it. for me, it’s almost killed me, but coming to accept it eases the pain

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