
And that’s like the one thing that’s made this whole situation confusing. Like I opened up to my family about this whole thing and they’ve actually been encouraging it since we’re both legal adults and the whole thing is just really messing with my head. And I know it’d be more on him if something happened, but I still feel like a terrible person for feeling this way, if it makes sense.
Like we like the same music and that’s really it, and he’s a cool person and I don’t want to feel this way (hence why I’m coming here to try to figure out how to get over this whole thing) but I had talked to my family about it (like I said in a previous comment on this thread if you want a more detailed explanation) and they’ve been pushing me to try to make something work with this guy and I really don’t think it’s a good idea