“yeah but i still like him” because he was effeminate and i was very ignorant at the time. well she told him i called him gay and he broke up with me, never spoke to me again, and we had a lot of the same friends so i basically had no friends after that. i feel very validated bc i just learned he has a boyfriend. and i learned as i got older that my type is bi men. i was rude for calling him gay at the time but i wasn’t incorrect and i still liked him and i believe he liked me too.

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the whole situation made me sad because i hurt someone i cared about by being careless and following what someone else said even though i didn’t believe it. and i realized as i got older that “friend” was actually a huge reason i got bullied in middle school because they lied about me constantly and that caused people to hate me and bully me to the point that i didnt want to be alive anymore.

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