
I regret not getting a rape kit done and not pressing charges. I was in a state of shock and crippling fear/panic for a while after, I couldn't even think about doing anything like that. I couldn't speak about it besides in a comedic manner like it was just some funny joke or show/movie I saw. Now, years later, I'm like great. I'm fucked for life, and they're probably out there living their best life, 0 consequences, 0 remorse.
i don’t trust anyone. i routinely block like half my friends on social media because i get paranoid they’re talking about me behind my back. i can’t be in relationships anymore without thinking about it. but they can just go about their lives not thinking about me. its so fucking unfair