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i genuinely hate that i loose weight so easily. ik i probably sound insufferable but trying to recover from an eating disorder, i live in fear everyday that im slipping and am slowly dying again. even on days ik ive done good, its never enough.
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Anonymous 5w

no girl i get u, im overweight after recovering but my metabolism is completely fucked up, if I don’t eat a certain amount my weight drops so easily which is not an easy thing to avoid when those thoughts come back

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5w

exactly like it’s so hard to explain it to people who’ve never had an ed, there’s so many like complex emotions. like sometimes i feel like i have to binge in order to not restrict. and then those thoughts come back during some meals and it won’t even just be abt my appearance but just the nausea that can come when trying to take another bite

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