
Like, I'd probably suck most of the dudes reading this, but there's level to it. Some dudes I'll suck if they already right here and I'm not doing nothing else, some dudes I'll stop what I'm doing to suck but they gotta come over, some I'll cancel plans to suck, some I'm drive to them, dinner I'll drive far for. But I know a lot of these dudes are gonna be far and fall into the "if I'm free" category
But be honest, do you ever get insecure if you meet one of these guys? Have you ever found yourself questioning your girl details about any of her past flings? Etc. like I believe you don’t slut shame but it’s very hard for a lot of people not to compare themselves to others or feel inadequate due to their partners enormous experience
I mean, I used to literally count but when I got around 80 it was just silly to actually try and keep track at that point. But I've definitely sucked more than 20 since then. If I had to guess a number now, I'd maybe say 150-175 since I slowed down a bit recently. But also that's not counting repeats.
I guess I just get annoyed with how everyone treats sex like it's such a big deal. Like if you want it to be done special sacred forever soultie with you and your bf like that's cool for y'all, love that y'all have that. But that's not how it's gotta be for everybody. It can just be chill and not a big deal.
But what's frfr annoying is when dudes think imma cheat just cause I'm a ho. Like I'm a ho when I'm single. If you man then I'm you're exclusive ho. All the hoation that was goin around before? That's all yours now. You got it on lock. Like when I'm in a relationship I don't even be thinking about other dick. I got dick at home and that's the dick I been thinking about all day.
Like is this too much to ask for Lorddd??? But yeah man at the end of the day, majority of dudes have a bit of insecurity being with a woman with more sexual experience than them. Initially, they always claim to not care but they ALWAYS do. Got a few hbs it’s happened to and they eventually crash out or get paranoid asf. I think it stems from a place of fear that they’re not enough to sexually satisfy their partner g
From how you talk, I believe you. But it’s not me that needs convincing. Words can only do so much. When a mf is paranoid, there ain’t nothing you can say. It’ll stay with em every waking period they are with you. Sometimes, they even have nightmares about it. When they’re having sex with you, a lil corner in their mind whispers into them that her past bfs probably fucked her better. It’s just how it is fr. Insecurity is a slimy son of a bitch. At first it doesn’t bother them but later it does😂