like duh but it hits so different after something like that

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my one tiktok mutual died in a car accident 4 months ago and i just found out, she posted a tiktok hours before her death. now i’m realizing i could also die suddenly at any moment, and i feel like there’s nobody that really cares about me besides my boyfriend. people like me but they dont care about me. all MY close friends dont see me as a close friend i fear. that’s been haunting me since i realized i could die at any moment.

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