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I know this pain to well.
Try gambling. You’ll have so much debt you can’t think about anything other than a nice life insurance pay out for your family.
i got addicted to bouldering after my breakup. that helped me
this is me
When I went through a bad breakup I coped by watching Naruto from the moment I woke up to the moment I fell asleep 😭 while also playing subway surfers