
I met up with a someone I knew I shouldnt have and now I want to leave my long term relationship of 4 years… I just feel fcking awful. We didnt do ANYTHING but I just I like this guy so much its stupid… I have forever and I knew if I saw him again it’d rekindle everything I ever felt but couldnt act on… I cant get over him I never have been able to…
I never cheat and I still didnt but meeting up and catching up was a mistake… I think im in love with him… We were going to start dating and then my ex friend said she had feelings so I tried to back off for her… I regret it so much… It was torture watching them together I hated every second of it. Now hes single and I am not… I miss him so much