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Confessions 1d
i don’t think i’ll ever get over my SAs
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Anonymous 1d

Yeah. I'm like 'over' them, but they've deeply woven themselves into the wiring of my brain. They still heavily affect near every aspect of my life. And its been 7 years 🥲

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Anonymous 16h

It’s like a scar, it heals and doesn’t hurt over time but you will always remember it unfortunately. I use that as motivation to help others and ensure they don’t feel alone, and that they will survive.

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Anonymous 1d

I’m still hesitant with men which is why I have so few friends that are male and the ones I do I some how have crushes on them (which I know isn’t real or sustainable - idk it’s weird)

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Anonymous 1d

you will most likely one day know that they happened and learn to block them out or suppress them but there will always be a part of you that remembers them, i still have nightmares about it but i don’t let anyone know

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Anonymous 1d

*Essays. But yeah English is a bitch like wym 3 sentences isn’t a paragraph?

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

yeah i’m mostly good now i just have moments. and im having a moment rn

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

as time passes on it’ll always be a terrible memory but they’ll fade more and more with time

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

this. i feel like part of me sees it everywhere and i can’t help it

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

It's because our brains had to rewire themselves for survival! To be on alert for 'predators', to want to keep yourself safe and alive. They've gained faulty pattern recognition. And they're now trained to be wary around perceived patterns or omens or threats. I ended up stumbling into alcoholism for a few years to free myself of all that, but that was a horrible move 😭 now I'm stunted right back where I was a few years ago

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

Girl it’s been 21 years since mine 🫩

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 1d

sybau

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 22h

so SA actually means something else…

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Anonymous replying to -> #8 16h

love this analogy actually

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